PENYESALAN....30 JULY 2009
i really don know how to be my self anymore. i not a competent person and i hate it. i really despise it. i felt hopeless and useless. now i'm no longer in my comfort zone. i in the world where everything i do is stupid and i need to somebody that are realiable,confident, and funny. after moving to rented house with my clasmate eifa, i realise how naive n childish i am. i can't drive, i can't ride a bike and make us accident. i ruin the bike, bruis myself n eifa. i can't cook. i realise that i'm a books persons n not a technical one. i wonder how can i survive in this fashions world? can i? i choose this world out of blues. i now i cant let it down. i cant let my parents down. maybe i should get a broadband. i thinks i just to bored...maybe i need to chat, n discover the net. or i should find a boyfriend or scandal. i need something to do. but now actually i dont want to do anything. my life is empty. i should fill it with something. i should make my life a little meningful like make the canvas beg n do my resej book and skecthes.i cannot just sleep n do nothing i felt stress out doing nothing, maybe now the time i should lern to do my job. k rubi u can do it. just one step at a time. rubi boleh!!!!!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
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