RETURN TOO GOOD OLD DIARIES

RETURN TOO GOOD OLD DIARIES-Monday, February 09, 2009

HELLO…..

Its me again…rubi.

I love wrote diaries even though there is nothing happen in my life. I guess it is my hobbies, I love to write how shameful I’m, how pathetic and stupid girl I were.

But instead of wrote in piece of paper, now I’m using computer. So I no need to worries about the ugly handwriting that I hate. And in this cyber world I will publish my journal in the net. I wonder how will someone comment my diaries… it might be ashame. But I don care..but I wish someone that I knew and close to don read it. I hate to think about the consequences. But there is nothing to hold to so why I’m so afraid? I’m useless person anyway. …

Hati.rubi

PIECES OF MY LIFE…Monday, February 09, 2009

I wonder what had I done in all this time… its all getting blur. After my camera broken , It seem that I stop taking picture. I felt that I don do anything at all. I seem to forget how I looks likes before, what I do, who is my friends. I hate having short term memory. Its hard for me to recognize people. Who who’s??...

So I take some picture of me from my roommate…nor air. Maybe I should make a small photos album and put it in my blog,friendster and tagged. I want to remember again….so I felt less lonely.

CAN’T GET JOB DONE TODAY…..

I wake up late today, I just dreaming all day. I can’t sleep. i just open my laptop. See throught some picture n make my journal. Works is awaiting for me. But I just too dizzy to think about this. Yesterday I got stress up making story board. Its just a simple things and I can’t do it, I felt usesless. Tommorow I got pattern and I didn’t touch it for 2 weeks. I’m tired doing nothing and this makes me don want to do anythings. Oh!! I still got 50 design that my lecture want to see this week … I strees up.!!!!i need to do something now!!! First I wil make gud old taste nescafe and start doing my pattern. I know how to do it and I hope I can finish it tonight. I just want to that ….focus rubi!!! go go !!!.. but after nescafe I better tidy up my place …hu..hu

PATTERN DONE!!!…Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Yeah!!!! Althought its took more than 5 hours and using the limits of my mind. I had done my pattern..woohoooo!!!! it’s a heart breaking. I start at dusks and done at mid night. And my leg felt like broken..Aouch!!! ( ithink I’m the only one that finish and done it correctly..ho3)

my roomate *yani* had I big fight with her bf, e-one at kl. And she has break up with him..so all people in my room is single…we already make single roomate club…ho..ho!!.

today is public holiday for thaipusam, yani follow kak duk, a senior photo, shot 4 thaipusam event @kl last weekend and just comeback today. Actually she went there to met her bf but she had a big fight and breakup. Her ex is crazy…I hate him bcause of what he had done to yani…damm u e-one.

my *classmate*,eifa,pia,ira,ety,abin make their dsign together at bench in front of myroom. I join them for awhile. although my classmate seem had different head and selfish, but somehow they love to working together. Yeah we not the most happening class but its really sweet when all gather round do thing together without grouping. We actually gathers every Monday noon making our machine embroidery. Mostly everyone come. But I miss it last week..hu2.

Its already 2 in the morning. I’m so tired …I want to sleep..bay-bay..(=o+)…